A TinT of IDeA…..

Hey ya, everybody noes, euro ended dis morning…with spain being  the  winner among all teams competed for the tittle…i am not gonna argue either they qualified to be one or not, as many will strike me back, dat they really do…Torres, Fabregas, Villa…some of many big names played for the team…one of the good reasons why spain must win…n yeah…they do won the cup…but looking at some point, i saw dat when being a star in a team, a person tend to work on their own…not as a team…and this is wat happened to certain spain,s player…its true, they were energetic, they were fast, and they were skillful, but without the team work, the victory are not meant for all the players…im sorry if im being bias coz im a german hooligan…but at least i expressed my thought which cud be right 4 sum1 who read this…i don noe…u tell me…from the match few hours ago, i didnt like the way sergio ramos played…i mean he pulled other player n pretend of not doing it, act as a hero for many solo movement, n the look of arrogant on his face…durh…i cant look at him even only for a glance…yeah im being biased already…who cares rite…i don noe how am i feeling rite now…but german losses to spain really brought me down to zero…Spain is favours to win but don forget german also got what it takes to be a winner…even a team with the most expensive player also stuck before the semi final (which my 2nd fav team - portugal…n who,s dat most expensive  player…u knew it already…hehe)…so it was not all about the player itself to bring victory to a team, but how the players collaborate among ecah other, n how they perform the skills they practiced before the match…and the most important thng is…how well the strategy they planned goes during the game…but i don see it in spain…they  do have strategy but still the player played like pigs running into the wood when lion chase them…yeah..i do thnk they r like pigs..haha..sorry for the mean word…its my blog…i can say whatever i want…who cares as long as im happy…well i got too emotional now…so better i stop saying a word…but to tell the truth…german deserved to be the winner but jus they don have the luck…yeah football is about miracles rite…its jus dat the miracles didn’t happen on german few hours ago…but still german is the winner for me…or myb they r jus in 2nd place but still they got onto the podium…which only winners are meant to be there…n also…its the best team ever…as i wont ever chose the wrong team…wait for another chances german…coz u gonna beat it…chiao….

A smile costs nothing but it gives much…it enriches those who receives, without making poorer those who give…it takes a moment but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever…None is so rich or mighty that he can get along without it, none is so poor but that he can be made rich by it…a smile creates happiness in a home, fosters good will in business, is the countersign of frenship…it brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature,s best antidote for trouble…Yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away…some people are too tired of giving me a smile…but as i promised to myself, give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give…

there,s no beautiful words in the world except " i love u"…
there,s no a better feelin except " i miss u "…
there,s no sweetest person except u…
there’s no good cmpany unless u…
havin u around had already brighten up day…
yes…yes everyday i keep thinking bout u,
i keep missing u, n i keep loving u…
as i well never let the fire burning blew off…
coz wat i hav now is smthg dat i really want aftr wat
i,ve been through b4…
i don care how much should i sacrifice…
how long should i give in…
as long as im paid off with only one…YOU…
coz i noe its really hard when we fell in love with sum1…
n its even harder when we keep pushing to stand 4 the love…
but no matter how hard it will be…
i promise dat u will be the only one in my life…
as i said i will love u 4 whoever u r n however were u…
i,ll wait 4 the day dat u n me will live a happy day…
as i will never give up in this challenge…
i really do love u…n i really do miss u…
for the one that i love…4ever…

hey2…hehe…sumhow i felt like i wanna write smthg since i didnt write for so long…i woke up at 7.30 dis morning…(kinda early 4 me)… n im suppose to play bsketball with ma frenz….but damn…so many ppl cant come so we thnk the best idea is to jus cancel the game n going sumwhere else….while thnkg of nowhere to go…came up an idea from amir..bout how if we play american football with   azwar and the rest…i was like.."OMG…when did i learn to learn to play that?.."but amir said its ok…this is his 1st time tho n y not to jus give a shot on it"…well since he insisted n paan also said the same thing…i agreed to give myself a try…n finally we reached there…firdaus,  the rest was already there…n our 1st lesson…we had been taught of being a receiver…doing five in, five out, five slank in (mayb dat "slank" was spelled dat way… i don noe)…n much more type of receiving the ball…being an offense, defense, eligible, type N linemen…wow…dats a lot of words…but being in the game…its not as easy as i tot…especially for being a receiver…i must alwys pay attention for those who might attack me jus bcoz of the ball…haha…but nway…it was a good experience since dis is my first time playing it n the game was cool…tho it was hurt when we get hit by the bigger player and all that…but the satisfaction is there…to bring the ball into the line…n once u cmplete it, u can smile n say "i,ve made it"…tho its only my first time in the game…hehe…n im not saying dat i don like the game, but i mite say dat maybe smday dis game will be part of my interest…not because its name…but because of it is "american football"…

Sorry if u might get hurt,
Or maybe u already being hurt.
i,d never intended to do this,
But the decisions are in your hand.
U cant see it,
Because your eyes was blinded by your feelings.
U cant hear it,
Because your ears was deaf from your heart says.
And you cant touch it anymore,
As the muscles become stiff and the hand become rough.
The touch will never be the same again,
As the person changed….
I am a bad person for leaving you,
But you,re an angel for making me realized who am i.
And im sorry…
Coz im not good enough to be your man,
Because the challenge of becoming one really ate me up,
And i cant let that happen to me….again….
All of our stories, our cherished moments,
Will remains as what they are before…
And i promised you that…
And the fault, would be mine,
Because you deserved a better reason to be blamed.
Thanks for being my company,
Though it’s short,
but your existence had brighten my days.

its been a long time since i wrote here last time…its not that i don wanna write but the fact that when i write a blog here, it means dat im telling everybody wat is inside my head that keep pushing me to blow them out.but its not dat easy.there,s a thing dat we should jus keep to ourselves.so much things happened to me lately but all of them require me to sit down n think.anyway, in my life of course i will or already been through ups n down.being on top of sumthg doesnt mean dat u wont fall.coz wat u hav in front of ur eyes, wat u hav in ur hand n wat u thnk in ur mind doesnt alwys there until the end.its the karma.for whatever happened, it does have reasons n consequences.im happened to be a bad person before but dat was my past.i deserved a 2nd chance but y it doesnt seem 2 be mine.i do regret of wat i,d done n i agree 2 myself, i will change n i am changing.does dat make any difference to me now? NO!!!!because the things dat i thought already over is not over yet.i was a rubbish to sum1 before…and maybe even worse for now…i might be a trash…anytime i can be thrown away…all i can say dat life is short n during the time we live, life must be filled.as for that, though i am a rubbish or a trash, i will do watever things dat i think is right, n most of all, i wanna be me…not because of sum1, not bcoz of sum1 ask me to do so…but jus because of "a better me"…ppls out there can do watever they want on me…it jus a matter of success or not…n they might think im a fool coz not realizing dat…but one thing for sure is dat one step they move further, im already ten steps after them…they taught me to always be prepared…and as i said dat life is a give n take matters, im gonna give back wat i,d been given, n take back wat was mine.coz trash might be nothing coz its useless…but it can burn the world once it starts burning…it wont burn on itself coz there,s sum1 who ignite it…n for dat person who ignite the fire of trash, don regret of losing all the things u love coz burning trash will burn all in its way…including YOU!!!!!

z"if one day u feel like crying…. call me.I dont promise that i will make u laugh,but i can cry with u.If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me.I dont promise to ask u to stop……but i can run with u.If one day u dont want to listen to anyone….. call me.I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet.But one day if u call……and there is no anwser…..come fast to see me.Perhaps i need you.
buddies…jus noe dat u r all the precious thing that god had gifted to me….i don dare to lose all of you…but i dare myself to love all of you even more…more than i love myself…all of my frenz are the colours of my life…thanx for stand by me….

i swim into my heart…i passed the part which is full of happiness,laughter,joy and everything was complete in it…i have my own life,i have my own friend,i have my family…but when i keep going further,i realized that i,d already dive into the dark part of my heart…there,s a sorrow in it,pain,shout,hurt…it was a lot of things…n i wonder why must dis place exist in my heart because what i want is jus happiness in my life…but thats the reality that i discovered when im out of my heart…we cannot avoid the badluck no matter how we try…i am man with a heart n love,a guy with mind and thought, a lad with feelings and arm….which i meant for person whom i loved…what does when need when he has all these things?of course a gurl of his dream…but when he thnks dat he already had one,how sure enough is he dat the girl will be his queeen?it is a lesson that i wont ever forget in my life….i,d been through six years of happiness,a time that bring me up again,a moment thart burn my spirit and….a chance to love…..to being loved….but all that was nothng to me now…coz i am a man…i cannot share the one i loved…i have to give her up if she is adoring me but love other guy at the same time…because i am man….mens want a true love…not jus by saying it and give things so that we,ll think that we r loved by someone…no…for u,i don noe how much does it cost for us to be together for the past six years since u can afford to pay it to me,n how much is ur love to me…i don care bout all that now…what i noe is i regret of loving you,i regret of having u in my heart, i regret to noe you by chance n i regret to give all my love to you coz u r not the one who suppose to gei it and to deserve it…you wont have a chance at all for the rest of ur life….what you had done on me,i jus leave it to god coz he’s the one can pay you with the right value…..I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!i am a man…not a loser………

Aaaarrrggghhhh….i hate the time coming around….noe why….the fact that im gonna have my quiz and test at one shot…waaaaaa hate dat….why must we have those things….cant we jus study n have a discussion during the class,n study back n after dat paappp…..final exam…easy….but dat was jus in my dreams….n yet i havnt finish my revision….thermodynamics,spectroscopy…huhu…a lot of effort needed….and thinking of my coming break…cant wait for that…well it will be easier if i don have the quiz n have my break…huhu…i wonder dat….huahua….anyway that,s jus what im thnking when i got stressed up when rivising….but the truth is im so thankful coz quizes n tests had help me before in a way dat i really want for….so lecturers…please do the quiz more but give the much easier questions…so i dont get stressed…

i don noe why life sometimes gives us to much things to be concerned of…yeah life is wat we r but we r sometimes not in that life…why must this happen…often i thought to myself that things that we don want always come 1st instead of wat we want…because god wanna test us…either we r patient enough to face the things or we jus let it go…when it comes to dis kinda thought…i was very thankful coz in every problems that im in…i always found a way to get out of it….like most of my frens now..they r in a conflict of being loved or to love him/her loved one….yeah i do had faced dis before but for me it jus depends on how they apreciate each other…if they noe their couple well…no matter how much problems come up..the ending is jus get back together…so to all my fren…don afraid to face the reality of ur love because if the fate told u dat u will stick with him/her….it is wat would definitely happen….n jus remember that loves things is not the only prob u,ll face…in fact so many probs will turns up in future..so jus take the present problems as a training to cope with the probs in the future..